I CRIED IN THE DEBATING TEAM'S SCREENING! In front of 4 adjudicators, I cried to death. I was a MORON! Yek, bakit ka ba moron! Bakit ka umiyak? Nagmukha kang tanga, no in fact, tanga ka! There were not just in fact 4 adjudicators, and since it was a public place, I got a little publicity. Why did I do that! Why can't I always hold my emotions? This is already serious problem yek! You have done this a lot of times in public. Remember I love Sushi, and chuvachoochoo. Bakket! Why are you so honest with your feelings. It's not because you're not used to being hurt, it's just that inspite with thy bulkness of thy being, you are really a marshmallow. You even cry when you saw ur mother waiting outside the house at 11 pm, illuminating with all that darkness. Maybe, this is God's way of telling me that I should quit nursing, that I should appear in front of ABS-CBn's gates and surrender myself to showbiz. Because if not, you'll cry when you see dying patients, you cry when you got scolded by a supervisor, you cry FREAKINGLY ALL THE TIME!!!
It was supposed to be just a normal extemporaneous speech. But after the ff: evaluation remarks:
1. you did not greet the adjudicators
2. you are stammering
3. you have no parameters
4. you have no subpoints
5. no very witty introduction that will grasp the attention of the freakin audience
6. no eye contact (because I was having eye sex with the coconut tree)
7. no stand (and so I destroyed the essence of the word versus)
8. very superundertime
9. not so interesting explanations
10. manner, matter, method was not evidently defined
11. i had disturbing hand gestures
12. i did not make use of the area and bibitibabityboooo!!!
And then I told them that I am sorry because I forgot those things that I should suppose to know prior to getting in here. I had very little experience. Thanks Advanced Physics! You are the light of my life! I love you so much! The rest is history! The adjudicators were really nice. But I believed that I did not get out of the place with all my dignity intact. I cried because I was stupid enough not to know those things. I cried because I think I will please them (or so) but i hate to say it, I really did not. I cried because I thoguht I do good because I believed so. It was a very humbling experience. It was one of the moments God told me, I am indeed human. I have never been so ashamed. If I can hide inside a box, while walking along the corridors, I will. Just to save a face. my beautiful face. ayaw yek ba serious baya ni na entry.
It was supposed to be just a normal extemporaneous speech. But after the ff: evaluation remarks:
1. you did not greet the adjudicators
2. you are stammering
3. you have no parameters
4. you have no subpoints
5. no very witty introduction that will grasp the attention of the freakin audience
6. no eye contact (because I was having eye sex with the coconut tree)
7. no stand (and so I destroyed the essence of the word versus)
8. very superundertime
9. not so interesting explanations
10. manner, matter, method was not evidently defined
11. i had disturbing hand gestures
12. i did not make use of the area and bibitibabityboooo!!!
And then I told them that I am sorry because I forgot those things that I should suppose to know prior to getting in here. I had very little experience. Thanks Advanced Physics! You are the light of my life! I love you so much! The rest is history! The adjudicators were really nice. But I believed that I did not get out of the place with all my dignity intact. I cried because I was stupid enough not to know those things. I cried because I think I will please them (or so) but i hate to say it, I really did not. I cried because I thoguht I do good because I believed so. It was a very humbling experience. It was one of the moments God told me, I am indeed human. I have never been so ashamed. If I can hide inside a box, while walking along the corridors, I will. Just to save a face. my beautiful face. ayaw yek ba serious baya ni na entry.
